How's that "Tango till they're sore" song go? I'd tell you all my secrets but I lie about my past...
If I were able to make some sort of top ten worst days of my life list, the last 24 hrs. would definitely make it. It was bad enough after the events (disastrous,no try again, humiliating, yes but there are more apt terms I think, give me a minute) of last nights liquor workout, or more specifically the events which followed. Which I'm not going to divulge right now, suffice it to say that it all went downhill in a hurry after the young lady did the "topless shot." So I woke up today feeling mighty low and then things got a whole lot worse.
It's always a challenge to find the good in those failures that change the direction of your life. I try to imagine unforeseen possibilities and the potential to pursue things I could not have otherwise. I'm having a hard time believing myself at the moment.
so send me off to bed forever more...
